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didn't go jogging this morning. Decided to be lazy on that front and apply for jobs.
Unfortunately got bugger all achieved as the occasional mild depression of feeling sorry for myself 'am useless, will never get a job, no qualifications/experience, etc' set in that'd started coming in from yesterday. Not great, and I really hate the sorry-for-myself crying that happens as a result. It happens every so often, insecurities lurking in the back of my brain that build up due to my natural state of 'do that later' which is combined with a complete lack of self-motivation and a tendency to just go along with stuff. :kicks self:
Unfortunately got bugger all achieved as the occasional mild depression of feeling sorry for myself 'am useless, will never get a job, no qualifications/experience, etc' set in that'd started coming in from yesterday. Not great, and I really hate the sorry-for-myself crying that happens as a result. It happens every so often, insecurities lurking in the back of my brain that build up due to my natural state of 'do that later' which is combined with a complete lack of self-motivation and a tendency to just go along with stuff. :kicks self:
