Plans

Had one of those crying, screaming, yelling 'I'm useless, I have no qualifications/idea what to do with my life/hate my job and can't think of a way out' fits with mum this evening. Fortunately, after mum left, Matt came in. He came up with some do-able suggestions, got where I was coming from in the fact that I just want to get out of this damn house - nice though it is, the addition of parents and feeling of stasis is not good, etc. Suggestions being travel and teaching english as a foriegn language - it's a possibility for a way to get out. So, came up with list of things to do :

Get new job. I have to. I hate this one, hate it more every week, and it's part of what sends me into the depression spiral.
Learn language. If nothing else it'll give me extra qualifications. Am thinking Japanese and Russian.
Check out local education whatsits - see what night classes there are in anything.
Ponder where the fuck to travel.