so sick of work. so very very fucking sick of it. also sick of the general apathy cloud I'm currently under which means filling in job forms is too much work. dunno if it's hormones or what, but my tether is very fucking short, while at the same time I'm just balling in and ignoring everything. Walking away if I can't be arsed to engage, which almost certainly means I'm cutting people dead or visibly switching off and I just don't fucking care if anyone notices.