Fuckses

[burntcopper]

Let me go on record as saying that I hate my lungs. Sore throat's mostly gone, but the cough's started up - not the incredibly painful coughing fits, or the loud ones that just take ages, or the ones that sound like I'm trying to cough up said lungs - just the mild ones that sound like bad wheezing and cause minor ache if there's too many fits in a row. It's a bloody nuisance and I hate it. They don't cause me trouble at any other time except when my immune system goes down, or I catch some virus/disease/bug, and then the coughing starts up and I sound like either an asthma sufferer or a TB sufferer, depending on the strength. Sometimes it's like a bloody donkey. Possibly it's the wet catch at the end. No other problems. I don't dare smoke, even if I was that fucking stupid to do that to my lungs. Can run for miles (when I'm in shape, which I am so not at the moment, and I can't start running again until this is out of my system, as having to stop to cough isn't too good), used to have the best lung pressure in my class, etc, etc. I just want lungs that don't hurt when I'm not 100%. Probably they'll diagnose exactly what it is wrong with them in years to come. but for now I just wish they wouldn't do this to me.

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